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My life's going crazy
Spinning out of control
I'm just barely holding on
By the end of my soul
Will I go to heaven or hell
Or will I just die
And at my funeral
Will people even cry

See my pain is so deep
It hurts everyone around
It blocks my ears
So I can't hear a sound
It clouds my sight
So I can't see
And it opens my mouth
For me to speak

But from it comes
No words of love
'Thanks be to God'
I'm not thinking of
Instead words of hate;
I don't love you and more
I can't stand you, go away
And always slamming the door

The door to my room
The door to the house
The door to my life
To shut you out
To shut out the pain
Of not feeling loved
Or hearing sweet words
From the heavens above

Sleeping with sin
Flirting with death
Making love to this world
And giving up what is left
Of me, to every single person
That walks by
Thinking if I could just please
It'll dry the tears from my eyes

Tears of always being alone
And not having any friends
Tears from the girl of my past
Who's heart never mends
Trying to remember where
The negative thoughts started
Trying to remember when
She was first broken-hearted

By family and friends and those
She thought would care and be there
But when it all went down
They dissappeared in to thin air
Even though she had family
It was sad that she found
When she needed them most
They were never around

So...Yeah, my life's going crazy
And spinning out of control
And I find I can no longer
Hold onto my soul

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