nijhako dibo

I can hardly remember how it started
I can barely recall when I accepted
Your love for her, that day it was diverted
That moment, your sadness, finally ended.
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The greatest mistake I'll never forget
My only downfall that I won't regret
There was once a gamble, my life I bet
To my dream guy, everything I beget.
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I traveled far, way beyond my comfort zone
Then i saw you, just sitting on your throne
you look so stiff, as if you're a mighty stone
But unlike me, you don't seem to be alone.
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'I like you, but i'm not yet ready'
It was like a lonely melody...
That night when you said those words,
I cried while eating a pack of nerds.
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i'm taking this first step into the unknown
because no matter how much i want you to be my own
you're a good for nothing liar, i should've known
you said i'm your queen but in reality, i'm just your pawn.
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When i was three, i believed in magic
Because the world i'm in, was so majestic
I played with my dolls, up in the attic
Together with teddy that's so gigantic
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i won't deny the obvious that you're always in my mind
if in case you didn't notice, then you're definitely blind.
my everything-actions and words are very well-defined
all's nothing to you, so the past and my love, i will bind.
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just when i thought i was over you,

I saw a picture of you with a girl I don't know
I wanted to shout but then, I will not stoop that low
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First you make me smile, then you make me laugh
You need never ask, yeah, you make me tough
Though this road I chose is a little rough
Knowing you're with me, is more than enough
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I'm a girl, yet the name I won't tell
here's a story that will ring a bell
this is not one that will surely sell
nor is it one with a sad farewell
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Love- a four letter word I can't seem to understand
the only thing in me that I cannot command
it's living in me, this love that seems so grand
it's still in my heart, though I wanted it to be banned.
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