Nikki Addleton Poems

lonely is my middle name, i bow my head in shame
i sit alone scared and withdrawn
my tears flow as i grieve and mourn
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Sometimes i sit and daydream
When i see other people happy together
Your not here, I close my eyes tightly and imagine your here with me.
I like the way you make me laugh
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Is my life falling apart
One minute im gliding
The next im falling
Falling down a hole
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Nobody cares about the way i feel
Nobody cares about the pain people suffer
Nobody cares about children who get hurt
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I miss you now your in a better place
I think of you everyday
I wear the locket you bought me
Keep it close to my heart
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My inner soul cries out in pain
People say letting tears out
Helps my inner soul
So angry, im upset and sad
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Sometimes i wish you were here right now
So i could... have a cuddle anytime i wanted
Sometimes i wish i was there
So i could... look after you when your unwell
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Behind the perfected smile
So many lies are hidden
She shows no emotion
Her hands clasped arms folded
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I remember the days when i felt low
Felt id never love again
Then i met you
Fell in love with your smile
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So deep different shades of blue
I look as the waves hit the golden sand

Its a beautiful place
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