Noelle Mott

I know we just broke up yesterday,
But I feel like a piece of my heart way taken away,
There was no other guy that would talk to me all night
And sing me a little song, my little lullaby
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I wonder that the meaning of life is
If I have a purpose to live,
If I breath or not or if I belong
People stare through me, can they even see me
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I wait by the phone for a phone call from my friends
Them saying, 'Want to hangout? '
Im so bored sitting here while people are having fun
And Im home with two parents being tired and have nothing to do
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Lead:
We met each other in the ancient times,
My heart was attracted to your atomic number 82 times,
I think you should lose weight since your atomic weight is 207.2 atomic mass units
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Falling down the steps to a dark place
Nobody can hear my cry for help
Is anyone out there that can help me?
Through this horrible nightmare
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Seeing you kiss a girl while I walked pasted, your lips touching hers when you knew I was the girl who cared the most about you.
Telling me I'm crazy and dumb I just try to move on from you; the feeling of sadness travels over me
Quietly I cry with the tears drifting across my face while people cheer you on when you kissed that chick.
I was the one who care a lot when nobody else would date you
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People say they will always be there when you cry,
They say their your best friends, and it's a lie
Being rejected and hurt and lied to all the time
You tell them a secret one day and the next everyone knows
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Letting you go was the hardest discission I have made so far,
I knew we were separting apart, but I never wan't to make that choice
The one where I had to tell you I was leaving you there,
Your already gone, but I was standing there waiting for you every minute
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A place you use a pencil to illustrate every line and word you make
Doodling if the teacher is boring you... a yawn you make during class
A heart is drawn around someone you like a lot, but they don't know
Reading a book about someone in history is interesting
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Welcome to Arizona
A desert state in the United States
It has the Grand Canyon which takes your breath away
Its so gorgeous here that you wont want to leave
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When you decide to apologize for the mistake you made,
Sometimes your eyes might tear up from actually telling them the truth
The three words you're holding back....
I am sorry.
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I remember when we used to call eachother every night,
Stay on the phone until 1 or 2 in the morning,
Your smile as white as snow,
Your as tall as mountains,
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Its time to change,
Time to erase the past,
The past that changed me,
Ruined me, who I was
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I am from Trichotillomania,
from my eyelid to lashes on the counter.
I am bald where hair should be
(Brown, long strings of hair)
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Question after question why it took forever to have me see you
After years have already passed by since I was in 7th grade
How my friend ruined the moment me and you were about to kiss
She said 'We have to go, ' broken hearted and torn
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Watching everyday that goes by,
The sicker and sicker my dad become
Coughing over and over every minute
Only if my father could get better
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Laughing and excited because Im so happy as can be
My teeth are showing with my white smile glowing
My cheecks are rosey as a rose, blushing like crazy
Running around the room like nobody is there
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