Ntozake (Saki) Stringfield Poems

What is happiness?
Is it a feeling
And if so does it have purpose
Does it have meaning
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I called it twisted games of fate
Clouded eyes of pain
From a childhood raised in hate
Born into Black
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My future is not beheld unto me or you
It will unravel itself as my life goes on
Like a nightingale
Singing unto the night
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Stars laid their path across my love
a design so intricate it is not to be understood
I feel him when the sun is high, shining from above
then I feel the other when the moon glows
Darkness falls and bathes me in cloak
shielding my soul as my heart loves them both
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Bring me to the world
Let me show them that life in itself is not just humanity
We feel animal hungers combined with animalistic insanity
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We make mistakes
I will not revel in them but resign myself not to make them again
People can judge me for my honesty and mistakes
Only HE can see what needs to be seen
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I love unconditionally
I know not of any other way
Devote my entire being
As if I was nothing until the day love made its way to me
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