Patience Connelley

When your emotions are full to the brim
And your mind can't take it anymore
You try to fight back
But you can't win
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I stop breathing
And look at the knife in my hand
It looks as if I have no reason to live
But I keep thinking about you
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You are only here when are in need of release
Or in need of certain items that only you have
Now you have made her aware
Of why you have no feelings for her
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There is a constant pain in my chest
A gaping hole in my soul
The insults are redundant
Inside my head
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A black rose, I suppose
With a guitar case that's closed
And a picture of a girl
In a talent show
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Please just let me go
Let me die
The pain is too much to bear
I blame myself for how my life is now
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Play with me until you are bored
Give me attention until you find new things
Do anything to me until I become broken
And beyond fixing
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My sister had a prolbem
So she was sent away
The thing she did she was never sorry
And she said that she would come back someday
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You will live in sin, in your life
If all you do with your life, is avoid sin.
My goal is to stop caring about sin
While caring more about life.
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A couple of months ago I had a dream.
But this was one of the scariest dreams I ever dreamed.
I was in this room where the space was roomy.
Bit the room had a weird aura as if it was gloomy.
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If I die today
And cannot accept
The things in my lifetime
For what I say now
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The clashing of lips, tounges, and teeth.
Is like finding a light switch in a dark room.
She guesses she knows him after a couple of days.
Both of them holding hands and walking to lunch together.
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When a hate and love clashes together
The aftermath is a human.
A human that changes the world.
Sometimes big,
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Everytime I cut myself
I feel the liquid substance
Of my blood
Dripping onto the floor
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I have given my heart to someone I like
He seems to like it
He takes care of it
He loves it
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