Paula TH

but for some reason you see it in your heart to do nothing for me
What is it that you can't see?
So blind to the ways of giving
what are your thoughts on living?
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Hey everybody how's it goin?
You got this party started right... I see who's a rollin.
After we are done lets jump in the pool,
don't mess with me I am Taurus the Bull.
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All that I need, I made for myself.
I never asked for anyone to help.
Considering all that I have seen.
I looked over the bad and tried to stay away from the sad, but if the sad keep calling me, I can't turn my head.
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She wakes me up and greets me with such a cute face.
Such a bossy thing since I have been home the last few months.
I could swear our hearts are one, but only she and I know, that we are tied into each others soul.
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Who here has a friend?
One that you can trust till the very end.
A friend that needs you for what you are, not trying to take from you and leave a scar.
I would like to go back in time when I was naive.
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I have not changed much since I was a little girl,
still try to see this world as if I am still that little girl.
I am letting the world change me,
though I don't want to.
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Here it goes again. It's another sin. I can't even see you and I know what you are doing. You sin all week but it ain't me that has to explain it to St. Pete or Paula or Casper the ghost. I am the person you should have loved the most.
I look in the mirror and my thoughts are always clearer.
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Through sickness and health
I know them both well
Nothing I can do to make time go in reverse
The things I have done in life was all work putting money in my purse
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Workin night and day for year after year
Workin all night and day just for a beer
We made it
We set out to work hard and everything is here
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The sun is gone, it leaves for so long....and it leaves me here and I feel I can't go on.
Don't leave me here, you shine so bright.
Warming up my days and all of my nights.
I love to feel the heat of you. Please don't go I beg of you.
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Why do you think I always stay home?
Because I want you to leave me alone.
As people get older they seem to reverse in age.
To be plastic now is all the rage.
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Here it goes again.
Waiting for someone to entertain you.
The funny people in my life have all passed.
Seem's like I am left with no one to make me laugh.
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You were never going to be around too long.
None of you.
You only go where you want to go so you can get what you need.
I can see right through each and every one of you, you make my heart bleed.
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Hurt by you, all of you, don't need you.
Doing everything within my power to survive on my own,
find the energy to be able to take a shower.
Hurt all day, hurt all night.
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Hello I am here. I sure never went anywhere. I hope you think that I just don't care. If you need me you know that I will be there. Never think that I just don't care.
I know that I am easy to forget about. I seem to just drift out to sea, but sometimes you just have to let it be. That is just something that is part of me.
When I wake all the time, I wish that the ocean is right outside my door and each day I crave the sea more and more. I fight to try to get out of this door. I don't want to live here anymore.
I love you, and you know I want you to go with me.
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Well look at all the people looking for a cure.
Well look at all the people there has to be a way for them to get this cure.
I am lookin to the left and I see someone sad and I am lookin to the right and there someone mad, and I look straight ahead and eww he is bad. Isn't there a cure to be had?
Don't leave them like this or should we just walk on by?
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Look at her she is so pretty, someone told her she got by on her looks all her life and now her life is gonna get shi*ty. Now who are you to say such a thing with your block head look and you don't know a thing.
You can't do anything right and you are talking about her?
I take it you have not looked into your mirror.
She has never known anyone like you and she does not mean that in a good way. I think she would have put you in a meat grinder if she could have without anyone around. Look at you talking about others when in all reality, you are the clown. Mr. Big shot with the silver spoon. She said she see's in your future the karma of doom.
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