pilar killeen

Tiring war zone,
This place they call home,
Bullets of insults fired,
Back and forth,
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What used too be...
can these poems ever answer the doubts in my mind?
this static in each space of my mind when i think of all,
i wish i hadnt done for you,
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Your the only mother i have,
ever will have,
you do everything for me,
just too see me smile,
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We didnt use the word 'trust'
No it was too mature,
for me and you,
You couldnt ever 'trust' me,
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Dark eyes, dark hair
As dark as anything,
Shines like no other
I smile and think how it was
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Differences & similarities,
but we're still the same,
we used too look just
like her now everything
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First love never fades,
those dark green eyes
darker than hers by
far the smile she
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Icant break through
Just let me in
I can help you please,
The bottle wont bring you up,
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Life moves forward for you,
I go ten steps back,
Gone is everything i thought
perfect,
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Love and hate from you,
Used too them both now
You hurt then kiss me
It changes it all somehow,
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a guilty expression,
a subtle apology,
created by music,
of all the words you dont care enough too say,
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You walk round in a daze
All you do is smoke,
Too the one you loved the most,
You wish you were back there,
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i tap my foot
too the beat of background voices
i sip tea taking from it
what the day took from me
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Your smile,
It makes me shine brighter,
Than that Northern star,
This drug they call happiness,
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You dont realise its dependant,
some days i fall down,
you stopped holding out your
hand too pull me outta this,
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You fail at love,
You fail at hate,
You fail at friendship,
You fail your race,
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