? ! ! ? Poem by sara Rodriguez

I’m sitting here wondering
How I got in this situation,
Asking myself what’s the motivation
To do better?

I still ask myself what I am I doing who
Will I become is this right
What I have done
I am noticing everyone telling me it’s ok
To make mistakes,
That I will learn,
But the question is
What have I earned.
I deserve a lot and this is what I got
Maybe just maybe
That is why I act the way I do
Because no one seems to care what I do
That is good they only seen the evils
In me never looking at my better qualities