248. Dear Diary 2005 Poem by Jaden Knight

Dear diary
I have to let my thoughts out
and you are the only one around
who can bothered to listen without judging
I need to tell you what is going on
in the hope that you'll understand

I have a darkness in my soul that I can't shift
it's been there for far too long
there is nothing I can do to remove it
the problem is that this darkness is growing

I have a burning lust for vengeance
that I can't explain or satisfy
it eats away at my mind sometimes
especially when I am angry

My moods are getting worse
more changeable than a roller coaster
and much more deadly
at least with a ride you can eventually leave
but I'm stuck on this one until I die

I never seem to get things right
no matter how much I try
the failure is weighing me down
as people only remember my mistakes

Been accused of way too much shit lately
that I haven't even done or wanted to
even though they were never proved to be true
people will just remember the false accusations

I think it's time that I went now
I do hope that you'll understand
thanks for listening to me in my time of need
I just hope you can keep this all a secret
at least until the time is right
before then you will always be
my dear diary