941: I'M A Devastating Catastrophe….. Move On…. Poem by Catastrophe KING

It all seems such a long journey with an arduous quest;
I was egocentric, arrogant and that may cost me the best!

I'd been imprudently searching for love all my life;
and, she seemed like a blessing, a key to my strife!

But, I am unfortunate... and, I do not deserve to be loved!

In my prudence chose to hurt her and have paid the cost,
Oh God! I just pray she doesn’t absolve me, else all is lost!

It was once that she was all I wanted, she was all I needed,
but, now I've pushed her away towards freedom she warranted!

I am aware of an agonizing remorse that I've caused on my own,
And, I know I have cut her deep inside, just straight to the bone!

Now, please tell her that I need her to outlive my love & survive,
And, if she's still gloomy after me, then I'd be more dead than alive!