A Beautiful Love Poem by Levi Lavigne

A Beautiful Love



Tell me stories of fantasy and romance, show me what It can feel like to love. And let me play you songs of better times, and write you poems of what It felt like to love and lose It all. I remember times we stayed In your room staring at the roof awkwardly as you wiggled yourself closer to my body, cold as ice and yours warm like the the flames burning Inside of you. You kissed me under stars so bright, and held me as the winds turn your cheeks maroon, like the hair brushing off your shoulders. Clocks ticked and walls disappear you sat on me looking down Into my eyes, telling me you might be In love.

She was scared, That she'd lose me and I told her that It was going to be okay, I mean what else could I do. I wanted to say I loved her back, that I loved every second I spent with her, I didn't want to let this end. But as I opened my mouth nothing came out, like something was holding those words down, and not letting me speak and tell her how I really felt. So I pushed myself up and kissed her, gently resting her down against her bed, she smiled. She understood but I didn't know why I couldn't even tell her the three words I wanted to say most.

Life passed me by like leaves In the wind, below freezing, piercing my skin. But I had her to patch me up keeping me sane with each and every day, and I do the same for her with gratitude and a smile bright then the sun the rests above us. But I knew that smile was going to fade away, just like everything does, but she simply seemed like she didn't care. She believed that we'd live forever, just like that stars In the sky In which she chased, our love couldn't end tonight, It will always be with us watching and caring coming back every night to bless us with It's grace.

She was Innocent, she was the epitome of what we all should be. And I knew I didn't deserve her, and I never would. Her anatomy was god's temple, and I could never touch It. Self doubt rushed through my head when she wasn't around, but I could think so clear when she was near. She dropped me off at my house and we sat there In silence, neither of us knowing what to say. I turned to her and place me head on hers, and I promised I would never love anyone but her. But I knew I would never last In a state like this. So torture me and tell me to go Inside, because I couldn't bear hurting you, ever so let me go.

She grabbed my head and kissed me telling me she'd always be there for me, even If I didn't believe It myself. She brought herself to tears as she said goodbye for the last time that night, leaving me to wander the streets of sorrow In which I lead myself to. In some twisted way I was happy with what I did, I can't stand a healthy life, It wasn't me. I was so used to the depression I left myself with, I was used to wallowing In self pity. I started to yell at myself, telling myself to go get her back, but scared to show her the real me.

With all the strength I had I ran to her house with dismay, to tell her how I really felt. So I knocked on her door out of breath and feeling fatigued. She opened the door to see me, and I grabbed her and held her close telling her what I actually felt and the twisted truth. She smiled at me and told me she knew the entire time, she was just waiting for me to tell her, so she grabbed me and put her lips against mine and all my worries started to fade. Why would I ever let you go.

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