A Dark, Weary, Lonely Night. Poem by chenoa kai kanis

Dark, wery, lonley this night,
i had a touch, a tease of light,
a soft glow of human flames that drifted past my sight
But left again, the flames extinguished without a fight, youve turned from me
Like hope turns from blight.
Leaving wrongs we wrot that can never be made right
The sarcastic remark of your kiss is still burning on my lips..i see myself a soul incomplete, a kind of human eclipse
As i tell myself lies, that nohing is amisss
But the bruning left apon my skiin is as new as it is old and worn,
my heart lies broken within my breast smoldering, beaten and endlessly torn.
How and when did i lose myself and become so lost, alone hopelesss; forlorn? Alone this moment alone yesterday; still alone in moments yet to be born
Percacuted by love lost, by chances gone by, forsaken my heart was left alone to die, loving words left unsaid while cruel unwanted words fly
And the kisses left unmet watch the lips they left wanting shape loves goodbyes
Yearning i listen for turth in your words, yet when you speak i dine only on lies.
How sweet once time with you became when nothings left but voices long past lingering on our human sighs
I scream in silence that was once so sweetly met, now my echos are the only answers i get.
Once you once held me with such care, now my voice is still screaming how could you dare? to leave, vanished like vapor into the air.
The arms that once held our embrace lie dorment as the dead, my gost are now things you once said
Left or lost? Fight to win. But at what cost? In heavens bliss or earthly sin? Glory is entrunal in what might have been.