A Dream Poem by Anonymous Seeker

I'm drifting from my mind
Slowly,
Each day I wake up
I feel more distant and lonely

My heart is broken
I can't tell if it's there
Maybe lost somewhere inside me
This just isn't fair

I never wanted to be like this
This isn't the life i choose
I just want to be happy
And at one time I was

Maybe I'm destined for a life
Of agonizing pain
For god does not care
He lets it be this way

The one thing that makes me truly happy
I cannot have
I cannot be
And it makes me mad

Because him I need
Most of all
To help me survive
To help me up when I fall

But in my mind
It's all a dream
It'll never be that way
I'm stuck like this, is how it seems