A Fantasy Poem by Rinshi Ansari

I tried so hard to control myselfBut your name kept coming to my lips
Again and again.
What is it so extraordinaryThat I keep thinking about you? 
I see many faces everyday.But it is your face that I long to see.
What magic have you doneTo make me feel so strong about you? 
I keep looking for your face in the crowdOnly to be disappointed and hurt.
But still, I never give upHoping that one day I willCatch a glimpse of you.
Oh! Life is so painful
Without you here to share with me.
I long for your face each dayBut end up crying alone in my room.
Will you ever be a reality or are you just a fantasy?