A Heart Torn Apart Poem by Jessica Kissner

My heart says stay
but my mind says go
For love will end the same
I'm not good enough for him
That I'm not pretty enough
Another for him would be better.
My heart feels like it bleeds
my chest hurts to breath
But I cannot stop myself from thinking
the other one is better.
He says that he loves me
And though I love him
I hear my mind say
'Let him go'
He thinks that I'm playing a game
Though I really am not
I was unsure of things before
for many say I shouldn't stay
For many say I should go
But I keep running back to him
Am I really getting to close?
Can I really not step away?
In my heart I know
I'll become alone again if I do
and thats my greatest fear.