A Mist Of His Story Within The Riddles Of His Story Poem by James Darwin Smith II

Barbed wire compassion
Quenched by passion
Sensitivity towards another
Hurts so much
Is it all really worth it?



Being strong
Trying to be here on the there
Cold on the other side
Barren to these feelings preserving hope
Yet, why do I even care anymore?



So many emotions
Strong in my devotion
Something keeps telling me to go with it
Endure everything for no rewards
Willingly give everything I have ever had, why?



Heart pumping with anxiety
Causing these thoughts to spin around and around and around
Fighting so hard, Going above, below and beyond
Sacrificing myself, all in the name of love, but why?
Do I get less, why do they get more?


Takers of granted relaxing
Can never do any wrong
Pain non existing, Loyalty for the self-preserved
Ego maniacal Neanderthals
Ignorance abounds, what is going on?


Ignoring all the pain, Self-cleansing
Barbed wire heart penance
Doused with warm passion
Feeling so much better
Alone, But soon these results will be all worth it


Ethereal feelings within
Haunting beauty of flaws grow
Prophecies enigmatic in giving in
Everything that I have ever worked for



Humble journey
The joys of imperfection
All truth revealed, faded deception
Nothing making sense
But that is the goodness graces of it all




A paradox of a mess
So many mistakes, One after another
Lessons learned, wicked knowledge
Making me better for the ultimate ending



The safety net of barbed wire gone
Stitches all around
Still sensitive in nature
Lessons never stopping
Everything, worth it



Embattling heart striving
Thriving with these thoughts
Together they are unified
In searching for every personal answer needed



Body changing
Heart, mind and soul rearranging
Into a fine cluster made of all messy experiences
But that is the beauty of life after all



Restless and driven
Into a peaceful dwelling
This heart will never be mended
But then are all hearts supposed to be?



Going on strong




Mind learning
Soul rejoicing
Wicked lessons
Experiences sacred in each heartbeat’s enduring



Judge me, Hold me in contempt
Or hold me in regard, disregard, all is fine
Everything is wonderful, all is just divine



Read it all
The messages within the message
Subliminal quests hidden in text
Only found in certain places
If you care you will start searching
Falling into each word’s meaning or less,
You yourself just make the call



Never overthink it
Feel it like never before
Learn to fly with these words
That is all I ever wanted, never ignore


Even if you can never figure anything out
Please never leave me wondering, What for?



These feelings are stronger than you will never know
Please never let me leave you wondering, What for?


Is it better to be incomplete than whole?
The world is much different in this crystal telescope guiding my soul


If you feel the need to explore me with open arms
Please, I plead to you never let go


In life there is more than just meaning
Just go with the flow, Fruition will eventually grow


Heart set on a mystical journey
With no other intentions but my own

Traveling on, Let us go?
Yes, or no or unknown?


Barbed wire society
I will fight forever and beyond
In life there is always more!


What is there to life?
Much more than we will ever truly know

After all
The heart and mind are merely cocoons to the soul


So start moving
Never stop
Always on the move
The evolution of self will always continue to grow


Yet, where do we go from here
Never fear a good mystery
Accept it and ride it all the way home

Celestial intercourse
Inside the knowledge always there to explore


We are our own universe, Fly on with greater joy!


Our hearts, the flying saucer that explores the soul


Learn on and learn ever more!


But never overthink.
This is the proof you will ever know


Just live life clear minded, and explore!


Explore!
Explore!
Explore!

Implore everything, never be too ignorant when you explore

Open up
You will learn more than you thought you knew


Who am I?
I am you
Just with a different point of view



Passionate heart
Doused in a new flaming dream
Thoughts clearer


The engine to this spaceship soul
Made of the most durable of hope


My heart, my mind
Will always help this soul grow


It started with a barbed wire heart
The metaphor symbolic in mystery
Always fulfilling my most enigmatic of joy



I will keep on caring
Because caring is what I care about the most!


Welcome me in
So I can help us let go

I am full of riddles
But I would be surprised if you never knew that


Did you care after all?



There are more meaning to words, all you have to do is implore,
All you have to do is explore



Now, where do we go from here?
Did you really know me, After all?


Sometimes too much is too little
More of less is even more!