A Poem I Will Not Say Out Loud! Poem by Michelle Guza

this shall be the words i never speek,
for this is the things my heart shall seek,
the things i wanted to say would not come out,
but now in my head its what my heart wants to shout,
but we will never truely be,
yes you,
yes me,
but never as a we,
the things that were said,
still ringing in my head,
its such a shame the way it cuts me up inside,
but you'll never know the true feelings i try to hide,
the words ill never say,
its just the way,
the way you look at me made me feel safe with you,
but its the heart-renching things you put me through,
that are truely keeping me from saying these words,
the words i want to say are right there infront of you,
youll never know that thay were right there,
but them you can never share,
you dont know where thay were do you,
thay were in my eyes.....right there..bare!