A Rewind Of Some Kind Poem by joanna donne

The beat of my heart quickened with your presence
I tried to match your rebellion and obscure my innocence
You caused me intense pain-
And nearly made me insane,
When I imagined your signs were all in my head
And thus drowned my sorrows while in bed.
I only wished you knew how much I loved you
And only hoped it was true for you too.
Don’t ask me why you stole my heart and mind
My heart remains the only part of me I could never control
I always imagined you’d appear after a drum roll
Instead of leaving me in this large and deep black hole.
Sometimes I want a rewind of some kind,
But mostly to somehow leave you behind.