Abandoned Poem by May N

deep thunderous cries echo the sky
yet you hear them with no clarity
hard heavy tears coat the ground
but you are blinded of my pain

and as the drops finally subside
you abandon my side impassively
unaffected by my reaching hands
and deafening cries for you

you search for her happiness
in which you may never recieve
i turn to you for good measure
but you brush me away dismissively

you turn your back on my friendship
you console me with no love
so i turn my back to happiness
and bury myself in my sorrow