About Illicit Relation Poem by Mehta Hasmukh Amathaal

I know nothing about illicit relation
But I find some relief with good equation
It mushrooms with equal pull
Life turns into smile from apparent lull

There is eagerness to see and meet
Without any fear to rush and greet
Day time dreaming about events to follow
Linking it to new love and lie very low

Did anticipate any time for such thing?
Has that come to me as surprise or something?
I knew it was just a blessing
As there was some essential element actually missing?

I felt warmth and feelings at highest peak
Even though they were proving me very weak
I have no reason to justify the meaning of love
As I am really in and crazily drove

What is actually pulling me towards her?
Is that her outer beauty or nature?
Her ambit influence or willingness to surrender
I have failed to understand it and simply wondered

Apart from sex angle it ahs to do many things
It may give you additional thoughts to ride on wings
The dreamy situation may warrant you to swim far away from reality
But one thing is sure; it is only love with pure quality

Love does not emanate from beautiful face
No one can simply involve in made race
There is some magic behind attraction
There is no second thought for any of the action

It may be unfair to call it as illicit
Even though any society may not permit
Yet it has its own merits and demerits
To last for ever even with society or without it

There might be some compulsion for to be drawn
The individual must understand and own
Extra marital affair may bring discredit and shame
But no one must condemn it or blame