Actions Are Louder Then Words... Poem by Dislocated Heart

action speaks louder then words.
its a saying, phrase that everyone uses..

i finally got that meaning today.
heard it before, didnt care much.
till that special girl, walked in my life.
till this day, i love her with my heart and soul.

i showed her i love her in each way thats possible.
the hugs, kisses, letters, emails, messages.
and on valentines day..
i wrote all over the place.
tell her just how special she means to me...
everyway that possible. i think i've done it.

im done and through.
her actions hurt me like needles.
her words are bitter and harsh..
those hugs she gives, no longer have meaning.

my heart is no longer pounding.
this emptiness, of nothing..
has taken over me.
i smile this empty smile.
go on with my life, with nothing to look forward to.
no goals, hopes, dreams.
dont have faith in me.
cause i dont..

her actions.. speak louder then her words..
i love you.. she says.. i dont care.. not anymore.