Addicted To Love* Poem by i'll never tell

my past is my present
my past changed my present
because of my past i dwell on misery
nothing else occupies this mind of mines
they say its time to let the past fade away
if only they knew how hard it would be to let go of something so meaningful to me
he caused me so much pain but a pain i adored it was a heartache i thrived
and even when i was close to dying that night never had i felt so alive
i tune out those who lack detail those who act on what they think is right what they think is sane because
of course its insane to love this pain i close my eyes and imagine what life would be like if i still had u these scars are all i have left my dearest love they ll never understand
my heart will always belong to you no matter how much it hurts*