Addiction Poem by kayla mcmillin

eyes without a soul.
pain with no direction.
love without lust.
find my definition.
i take drugs to lose reality.
i take drugs to ez my pain.
to pay for my life,
i must...
die.
cry.
cry.
lies.
speak to me or never again.
but i catch myself trying to lie.
everything im not,
everything i was,
washed it all away,
washing off my pain.
everything i am,
everything i loved,
washed it all away.
and continue to still wash off the pain of everything i was.