Admit To Myself Poem by danielle bennett

I don't want to admit to myself
that I was wrong about it all
and that i screwed everything up
it wasn't something I wanted to happen
but I don't know how to fix it anymore
no one will give me any options
they leave when i need them
even though i need to learn how to do things on my own
its when i need them the most they leave
and when i can do it myself
is when they finally deside to help me
when usually it only makes things worse than they were before