a nobody named maui Poems

Feeling restless, feeling high
This aching heat, it will never die
It consumes me so, from the inside
Wanting escape, release, be on fire.
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you burn me
i am aflame
for you are fire itself
and with each memory
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I grasp for air as I hit the surface
I see nothing but crystal sky
The lethal blue encloses me again
Its hold so gripping I wished to die...
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she likes to tease
she likes to please
she wants to kiss you
with her dewy lips
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Crying crystal tears with you,
Drinking straight my gin with you,
Through hazy vision, seeing you
Oddly safe with you.
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If you were to paint a picture of pain,
What color would it be?
A crimson red like blood poured forth
From a wounded heart or scar of the soul?
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Once before I tried to paint
Using all these vivid colors
From cherry red and tangerine
Midnight blue and apple green
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I close my eyes and clutch my fist
Trying my damn best to resist.

A wicked addiction drives me insane
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i press my forehead against the cold mirror
avoiding the eyes of the one reflected
lest i drown in its despair,
hollow and empty, that is how i am,
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the air is thick
with the scent of fire,
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