Aint Even Matter Poem by Shilesha Johnson

i got stung by a bee and it ain't even matter
i aint feel the pain cause my whole body is numb
i hurt my boyfirend
it mattered
i cried my eyes out
trynna figure out
what had actually happened
i thought i was having anohter nightmare
but i wasn't
i hurt you
i hurt you so bad
i hurt me
but i could care less if i did me
i care about you
i hurt you
and i'm so sorry
i wish i could fix this
and i know you hate me now
i know you don't want me back
but im not going 2 let it go
you might but i never will
i will always be hanging on
and i'm shooting my pride down
because id rather have you
i don't care about my pride
i care about you
IM SORRY