All Those Times Poem by Tiffany Green

would be more than lost without you, more than alone without your wake
You've offered me more than I've ever had, than I've ever deserved to take
I always seem to find myself gazing out the window at nothing in particular
Always having it remind me of you, it always cries out 'you love him'
And then the sunny sky clouds up as the rain clouds drift on in
And suddenly I'm swimming through all my tears and wishes again
I've never wanted anything more than to just be alone together
But to me it seems that we're always alone, no many how many people gather
I could never imagine a day without you, though I know someday I will
I just can't bear to think of it now; my insanity, my love at one's sill
I can never seem to express to you all the horrors in my life at lengths
But you seem to have erased them all, your never-ending strength
I know you're strong because inside you know it's the only way to survive
You know it's the only way to make it through, the only way to thrive
But my dearest love just remember now, you're not alone anymore
You have someone now to assist your needs; to help you spread your wings and soar
You have someone else willing to help carry all of the burdens you bear
I will always be here to push you along, when you need me; I'll be there
It doesn't matter what your parents ever think or say to you, love
I know you've had a hard time 'home', I know you've had enough
I just hope one day I can help you out, to show you what you really mean
I hope one day I can fix you up, to heal you at the seams

And all I ever think about, the only things in my mind
Are all the happy memories I cannot leave behind

All those times in which I held you, wrapped you close against my heart
All those times I felt so cold, each time we were apart
All those times I whispered how I loved you into your precious ear
All those times I dreamt you loved me too, that you were now and here
All those times you held my hand and led me back to you
All those times you leaned against me, when you said you loved me too
All those times that we were alone, those times we were so content
All those times I didn't speak and you still knew exactly what I meant
All those times I won't forget, all the times we were there
All those times I can't forget, for the insanity I couldn't bear