Alone And I Don'T Want To Be Alone Poem by MOHAMMAD SKATI

I am alone by myself Looking for a pretty friend Here and there to kill my Ugly loneliness in this world, I am always alone by myself Because life did that to me One day and threw me in the Cruel hands of our world, I am tired and I am bored in My attempts to find a lovely Place for me anywhere, but My bad luck pushes me away, I am looking for anything to Get me out of my bored loneliness Because I like to be in a different place With those whom I love too much, but My life is different now, I am not carefree, but I am full Of a lot painful cares and more, Being alone adds more care into My painful headache that goes on and on, I try to get out of my painful loneliness, But I find myself amid this ongoing loneliness It's like I was born in it or it's my ongoing Bad and hard that chases me anywhere and everywhere, I am alone in my thoughts and a little bit With my surroundings because I like to be like this And it's out of my choice all the time, This is my life all the time and I want to get out of it, But always in vain anytime, anywhere, and everywhere, Life is sometimes so hard to resist it because one's ugly Circumstances make me a little dwarf in the people's eyes, and The most difficult not to understand my ongoing loneliness And no one knows anything about me except the pretty people who Read my poetry or in a thorough poem in a certain book.