= Alone - With No End = Poem by Connie Smith aka stargazer

Alone so alone -
never fulfilled
by either side.

~*~

Charades we play -
promises made -
filled with emptiness and lies..

~*~

Nights are shared with
someone yet, i'm feeling
so alone.
Searching for a love
that i've never found.

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Surrounded by a multitude
yet I never felt so alone.
Lips that move -
yet I hear no sound.

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In his arms so close
against his beating heart.
As aching words echo my soul.
Together we are - but always alone.

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On a journey that will
never end or begin -
Searching for peace
yet unable to find.

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Just always alone -
so alone.
As haunting echoes
engulfs my mind.

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You see everything
of me - yet, you know
not who I am.
You're alone always alone
and I - always the same.
Searching for what
is not out there...
need to know am I to blame?

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My soul has no twin,
no heart to share
my love with.
My life seems to hold
no meaning.

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Yet, I search for someone
to search with me.
To meet me across the divide.
To reach out and touch my
hand - to pull me close to him -


To hold me with compassion
and tenderness, with a love
that even through death -
love will never die.....

~*~

But where is it -
Will it ever be found?
Searching...but, never
able to find the one
person who could reach
inside my heart -
and able to rip out the pain

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One who could take away
my mysteries and reveal
his soul to me.
Wanting to see the beauty -
that i've never beheld before.

~*~

My adoration and longing
knows no boundaries -
Yet, I'm alway's alone -
so alone
'Alone With No Beginning -
= 'Alone With No End.' =







(c) 2011 Connie R. Smith (All Rights Reserved)