Always Misunderstood The Meaning... Yet This Is What I Mean Poem by K J

As I am a creature of the night,
creature of all evil and darkness,
I come forth in search
For the one I hold dearest.

I am cold and searching for the one.
Yet of love I am deprived,
To take your blood of warmth?
NO, I choose to be on your side.

'cause I never admitted love,
'cause of its wonderful lust,
Always recoiled from its touch-
Because, because...

I love differently and not rightly,
Never say, 'hey, i love you! '
'cause it's wrongly and not rightly,
'cause they're never true.

So if i say-
I hate your guts,
Everything about you sucks,
I hate seeing you
or when you're nearby,
I hate you,
I hate talking to you,
and I'd rather die,
Before you are my gal.....

Wells...I'm lying, it's fake,
It's supposedly the opposite....
But I am always misunderstood...
Hear me out that someone....
Listen to the truth before you admonish me...