Am Disqualified! Poem by Nadeen Khalifa

Am disqualified!
A lot of things,
I wished to have.
A lot of things I wished to be
But never been,
It's like am disqualified
From the world avenges,
From the life advantages.
But I scored stuff
I never imagined I could
Thought I couldn't be this thing,
So I followed my instinct.
But found I had injured,
But cured from inner.
The things that made me satisfied,
Made me feel alright.
But still when I remember
The things I wondered,
To achieve,
I felt defeat.
I try to forget what made me affect,
My life and hopes.
My time in rows,
Went apart
I couldn't start,
what I wanted to art
In my sketch book,
And place in my knocks,
I knocked and dropped.
Am disqualified
But satisfied.
You can't have everything,
You can't own what you won
Because with no hope,
It comes and goes!
Like lottery stuff
Comes by luck 
And goes with no try to stop!
WRITTEN BY NADEEN OSAMA
POEM NO: 11 
7-4-2012