Am I Sober Yet? Poem by Nicole Baker

Im trying to think while lying in the middle of the road.

Am i sober yet?

Im trying to sleep in a airy dream so far away from you.

Am i far away from you yet?

Im trying to forget what has happened and what is happening now.

Have i forgoten, you and my past yet?

Im trying to open my eyes, knowing full well that my eyes are sealed shut with lies and hate.

Why can i still see you?

Im trying to blank the nosies of a thousand tears from my mind and ears,

My eyes, ears, heart and soul is crying.

But with what? Many people would ask.

I lied still and silent.

I can't answer myself anything but the same questions over and over again. Why me? And i ask this question the most...........

AM I SOBER YET?