Are These Feelings Real? Poem by ESPN CHICK

Do I need you
I know I want you
But do I really need you here with me

I think I do need you
But am I making myself believe that

Every time I talk to you
You make me smile and make my heart melt away
Is this real am I falling for you

Cause I don't know if its real
I swear I'm dreaming

Somebody pinch me
Cause I need to know if its real
Or if its just make believe

Or is this a scheme to make me whole
I haven't talked to you in a while

And its killing me inside
Tearing me apart
But you don't even know these feelings that I have

All my thoughts are you
Nothing else is on my mind

I've pushed myself to the edge
And you pulled me back
Saying all the right things

I never knew how much you meant to me
But why do you mean this much to me

Are you my excuse to be whole
But I can't force myself to tell you exactly how I feel
And I don't know why I guess I'm just shy

You had me at hello
Had me falling for you from the start

I can't explain how you make me feel
I wish we could actually meet and maybe you'd be the one
The one I would fall for and forever be with till the end

We have so many things in common
And I love when we debate

I have so much fun talking to you
You always make me laugh even when I'm crying
I wish you knew what you do to me

You make me feel alive
And I do need this pain gone

But would you take this pain away
Or would you be the one who would just add more pain
I need to know if you are the one

But am I just choosing you to make me whole
And nothing more

Am I just pushing myself to believe that I need you
That I need you to make me whole
After all I hardly know you that well

Even though we've talked off and on for a while
We've never actually met face to face

But you do make me happy
Am I needing you to make me whole
Or are these feelings for you real



January 28,2008