At Past Incidence Poem by Mehta Hasmukh Amathaal

It pains me at the past incidence
When I had to part with under pretence
As hot headed boy, I preferred detachment
I had to leave home leaving behind all attachment

Mother would just appeqar before eyes and cry
It will puzzle me raising many questions as to why?
I had to resort to such an decision
I should have stayed back with undecision

Father had allt he reasons to be little tough
I considered him unreasonable and very rough
It was hurting my pride and self ego
I had decided to leave everybody lomg ago

It was harsh but came secondary to self pride
This resove I did not want to hide
I had made it clear on number of occasions
I felt it as clear violation and invasion

I had much desire to do sometihing for family
It was not possible to come that easily
Though it was painful decision
I had to persue it with precision

I left the home for long persuit
The onward journey was not to be smooth and to suit
There was no question of going back and admit failure
The life was to prove as herculean task for sure

I am in same city after long years
Many stories I read in news and hear
One great demise news disturbed me a lot
It was dad with whom I had dearly fought

It was quite long absense
I thought it was real nonsense
I stood near the body carriage
Dad lay there motionless with old age

All frowned at me but not the mother
It was not fault of the only father
Mother consoled me for his departure
She murmurd in ears “You are my future”