Beautiful Memories, Horrible Moments (Part1) Poem by Cordelia Blue

All the tears I cried
Went to such a waste
All the sufferrings I went through
You never got a taste

Sometimes I hope I can turn back time
After I realized my feelings for you,
Like thousands of ringing chimes,
I always went crazy at the sight of you

I remember the day we hung out
Went to catch a movie
I asked if I could hold your hand
But you never did really

So here I am feeling stupid
Writing a whole load of poems
All for granted, you seem to take it
The beautiful memories we never really had

I never really know
If I should ask for you back
Even for a three months relationship
We seem to really lack

I can't say I still love you
Nor can I say I hate you
Can't correct you in any way
Don't even have the right to