Before You Said Good Bye Poem by Asma Khan

A little bit of me is left
out of the right and best
you pulled me into it
and gave me a hard test

Nor you nor remembrance it was
an empty space I am in because
you chose so many other wonders
without giving me a cause

Did I wrong you in love
anywhere you and I can think of
we shared, joyed, cherished
all we could steal from time, but above

Nature has a right to question
with all these years under
I bore you in my heart as if
my soul is just your possession

The pain is so very dark and deep
hence, the compromise is not so cheap
After you, I can't imagine to breathe
How much I wish to go forever to sleep

All my dreams will look at me in wonder
we promised to stay together even in thunder
I am speechless within my own self
There is nothing heavier I can go under

How easily you said that
not even my heart, I was valued at
not once you gave it a thought
and left me alone in an unseen combat

My heart still cries alone
why did you put me through this, if you'd known
gradually, all my courage is now blown

Shall I forget myself or forgive
or shall I stop to live?
There is no end to this lead
to give you pain, is not what I can perceive

I want you to tell me what to do?
Don't ask me to live without you
Is it I need you more than I love you,
whatever it takes, my love is eternal and true for you