Blindness Poem by a light in the dark

I had a family once
I had sisters
I still have a mother
But it no longer feels like my family

I feel my tears stream down my eyes
I feel the lump in my throat as I try
To hold back the tears but they keep coming
I had a family once
I had sisters
I still have a mother
But it no longer feels like my family

I feel my tears stream down my eyes
I feel the lump in my throat as I try
To hold back the tears but they keep coming
We are falling into a dark whole

We are screaming for each other
But we no longer see are selves let alone our kin
We are drifting apart slowly but steadily
Our anger is all we see

I wish........
I wish that they could hear each other
I wish that I didn’t hear them
Their screams their pain I hear it all
I see it all why am I not blind to it

I wish I really wish that I had my family back