Blood Red Snapdragons Poem by Alyce Crowley

Time has made it clear, Angel
Time has made me see,
What you really meant to me
All that time ago...
I understand the fire has died inside of you,
You’ve got to get away.
I never got the chance to hold you
To beg you not to let go
I wanted to somehow grow into your perfect lover
But Time took you away
And left me screaming here
With someone I yearn to understand
And fear to love.

My future is brighter,
Brillant as the sun,
You’ve left me in good hands, Angel.
Please don’t ever wonder,
If he loves me...
Becuase he does.
Please my Angel, don’t ever
Wonder,
If I miss you...
Becuase I do.

My dreams are haunted with your smiling eyes,
Your small hands,
Your fragrant body...
Sex has a new meaning
When you trying to fill the void
Left by your own self-destructive soul
I’ve never wondered if life would
Have been different if we never met
I always was thankful,
Thankful for the rift in time
We were togather...