Broken Hearted Ambition Poem by Alexander Parra

Emotions of anger and jealousy plague my heart,
At times when I think of you I feel like falling apart,
When I dream only sorrow can be found,
When I slumber I nearly hit the ground,
A broken heart mixed with falling dreams im confused by what this mean,
Lingering depression among other things,
Im envious to those who don’t want you back,
Forever knowing your love is eternal like a fact,
Proven without falter,
For no amount of pain can make you abstain from coming back,
Pleading, “that’s what I want”,
Realizing, “Your who I need”,
Feeling selfish because you’re my treasure and all I think is greed,
Pondering how to keep my beautiful angel just to me,
I want to seclude you from pain,
Protect you from blame,
“I shall hide her in my heart”
“Keep her in mind”
So distance wont matter,
Nor will time,
Life is a game and I hold the pond of shame,
Knowing that you not truly mine,
Just a friend at this point in time,
Bleeding on the inside and crying on the out,
Up towards the heavens I shout,
No matter how long it takes,
No matter how high the stakes,
I promise I will wait,
In front of heavens gates,
From the day that I die,
Just so it will be only you and I,
Crossing into eternity two angels in the sky.