Brother... Or Enemy? Poem by Anhelica Velasqsuez

I dont know
there i admitt it
i just dont know...

should i confront you
and make you talk?
Should i give up and cry
at the lose of a friend?
or should i hate you
for being cruel enough
to give friendship an end?

You wont talk to me,
you just refuse
and why?
because of HiM
thats your excuse...

he's the excuse you use
to just ditch me,
say it how it is
im used to it.

dont you dare sugar coat it
dont tell me lies,
or at least be a man
and say it to my face
no more messages

i dont wanna believe it
that you'd really get up and go
talk in these damn riddles
and not let me know

randomly get up
and just leave me..
but this is just cruel,
i still see you,
everyday..

you dont say a word
not to me at least
they'r ok though
for them you dont leave...

I just dont understand
why would you say
somthing so wierd
and expect me to just...
go away?

I allways watched
i silently prayed
that you'd be okay
and see another day...

you actually expect me
to just turn away
to go blind and deaf
around you, dont you see?

im confused
im hurt
i dont know what to do
do i let you go
or chase after you
you were my friend...
then a brother..
but now... what?

i thought family came first
blood or not.
i guess i thought wrong,
but all well...

i guess you dont need
a sister, least not anymore
i guess i see...
you lost a sister..
and you want to gained
an enemy?