Can You Even Tell Poem by A New Life Has Began! ! ! ! ! ! !

Here I am
Pouring my heart out to you
The heart I`ve locked up for so long
I finally found someone to talk to
Someone I didn`t have to say a word to
They would understand
Even if they don`t know the half of it.
I tried............For you
Why don`t you talk to me anymore?
Why don`t you want to see me again?
Why did you lie?
Why are you doing this to your-self?
Why am I doing this to my-self?
Why do I find my self screaming?
I scream my lungs out to you
But only when you`re not here
And when I can see you
I might as well be on the edge of the universe
Looking down.
Ready to jump
Ready to end my life
Whenever you come to mind............I cry another tear
I destroy another thousand brain cells today
From holding my breath
Though no matter how hard I try
I can`t push you out of my mind
I smashed another glass today
Just to try to picture what is going on
Inside my head
Inside my heart
Why does it hurt so much...........When you were never mine?
It finished
Before it began



Dawn Carter