Cant Believe This Poem by abi Whitaker

I've never cryed like this
sobbed into a pillow
screamed into my hand
had a mental breakdown
gagged at the thought
never ever never knew
it would hurt as much as it did
feel breathless
empty
because i dont know what i am without you
i simply dont know what to do
there was nothing wrong about us
there never has to be
cant believe this is happening
why are you saying this to me
i never imagined that this would come
because i thought we were fine
thought you loved me
because i'm stupid