Cant Take It Anymore Poem by kate Emma

I cant take it anymore this life that I live
Is horrible I just want to die
How can I keep on living when all I feel
Is so empty, so hollow, so alone inside

Every part of me is consumed by this depression
I feel so lifeless so messed up so confused
I’ve lost my heart, my soul, my mind everything gone
Inside im so battered and bruised

The light at the end of the tunnel has faded
My hope is nearly all gone
Whats keeping me here theres nothing left
Every second I breathe feels so wrong

My body it feels so heavy so big
Even though inside im so empty and hollow
i have no energy to move and go out
all that I want to do, all that I can do is wallow

what should I do, do I die or keeping living
I don’t know how to decide
Do I try and keep my family happy and stay
Or follow how I feel deep down inside? ? ? ?