Clear Poem by Vianca Borrero

Darkness inside
Evil inside
Light fading
Good fading
I no longer know whats right and whats wrong
Drugs
Alcohol
Sex
All mesh together
Alcohol can you make me forget?
No
Drugs can you make me die?
No
Sex can you make it erase?
no
I claw my face
I spin in circles
The world spins with me
I slip
Slice my chest open with a piece of glass
Blood flowing
I lay there losing my lifes blood
Do i cry
no
I smile happily
Yes take me
I hear sirens
No dont come
I try to crawl into the shadows to die
I hear the sirens loud
Pair of hands rips open my shirt
Trys to press something into my chest
I smile
They pick me up and put me on a soft bed
I feel like im floating
Feel hands pressing down on me hard
I smile
I feel my self lift up
I see light
I smile
I reach up and look
I see
'CLEAR! ! ! '
I feel myself being pulled back
'CLEAR! ! ! '
I fight it
Im losing
im being pulled back
I cry
I kick
I scream
No i dnt want this life
Let me go
I dnt want to see the red devil
'CLEAR'
I feel pain again
I cry
'shes alive! ! '
Am I?