Closest To Love Poem by Maria Sudibyo

I never care of love
And neither want to fall in love
I don’t have courage
And I don’t believe mirage
But when you gone
Something was cracked
Maybe I’m a fool to be deluded
Maybe I’m too stubborn to realize
I have this feeling for you
Closest to love
More than a friend
Not yet a love
But it may grow someday

You always irritating
But never leave me alone
For pity or real feeling
You never tell me for sure
But then you gone
And I always regret it
Maybe it’s not what I’m thinking
Maybe it’s just lonely dream
I have this longing for you
Closest to love
More than some men
But when it becomes love
It will be a sad end