Colorblind Poem by Lost Soul (NA)

I am the human contradiction

I have no self confidence,
Yet I have a massive ego.

I crave for a better life,
But all I want to do is die.

My outer shell portrays no weakness,
In reality all I want to do is cry.

All the sadness and pain
Has transformed me into someone
I never wanted to be.

I've learned there are two kinds of tired
One is in dire need of sleep,
And the other is dire need of peace.

Depression is being colorblind..

While being constantly told how colorful the world is.