Comparison Poem by Mara SalvatruchaDemon

i swear i see my own death
my mom said its just your own imagination
i got no hope got a heart of frustration
god knows i'm trying to live but my mind is full of hatred and temptation
been through hell and took a long time to revive
i talk to myself and question why i survive
you wont belive what floating around my cranium
i got no feelings like a country using uranium
my muscles and sensory receptors went insane
like a person who fiending on cocaine
pastors telling me god can take away the pain
but i know he don't care
my soul been tortured
they say hell is worst but it can't compare
i ask the lord why is life so unfair
i'm cant concentrate and got a loss of appetite
people staring at me werid like i was a hermaphrodite
stress decreased my life expectancy
my mind is distant like i just took ecstasy