? ? ? Confused? ? ? Poem by Wesley Mair

Has things ever happened the way you planned them to go
Many of yall can probably say fo sho, but I would have to say no
See my problem is I have a lot of emotions built up inside and they hurt
Im not sure if the emotions are good or bad, but they make me feel low as dirt
Yes I know being negative is wrong, putting yourself down is a bad thing
The reason why I feel this way is because the feelings I have for another human being
She likes me, she doesn’t like me, she has to not like me, she made me confused
Now I don’t know what to feel, should I like her or not, my heart feels abused
I don’t want my feelings for her to go away, im not sure if she does or don’t
Its way to early to tell her that I need her or I love her so I wont
She had me think what we had was something special, was something cool
What I didn’t realize was that I was wrong, once I again I looked like a fool
I know Im thinking negative, but wouldn’t you think that way if you were lied to
Im not saying she Is a liar, im saying she had me confused, cause what she said wasn’t true
I know I was a fool, but I just had to believe it, that’s what my heart told me to do
People always say listen to your heart, people always say love is all around you
I keep on forgetting where I am, I keep forgetting im in reality, life is not a fairytale
You see in fairytale there is always love and happily ever after, there is no sin and no hell
You see in fairytales when the women realized she confused herself, she will come back
In reality she might not realize, she might not come back, and that makes life wack
So like I said im confused, im not sure if I should hold back of keep my feelings flowing
Im confused on where me and her may end up, cause I have no idea where this relationship is going
I know I cant keep feeling low like this every time I think about her, its not good for my health
At the same time, if she doesn’t become my girl or I lose her friendship, I’d never forgive myself
I still don’t know what do, its like she’s ignoring me she wont even answer my text
Im thinking about her like crazy, and as I think Im confused. I still don’t know what to do next