Shadow Vanity

(09/30/94 / Small Town USA)

Contemplation of a dark thing


I've been contemplating something for some time now.
I'm not sure if I'm ready....
Help me figure out who I am and what I'm doing in my life.
I feel your love and I feel all the pain.
I've been contemplating this for some time now.
My heart breaks and my head throbs. I need to get away.
I smoke a cigret and take a nap. My the throbbing in my head stoped but the pain never will.
I've been contemplating this for a long time now....
I sit in my room looking at the knife that use to spread my feelings around so well, Knowing that if I do so I would be hurting many people.... So I finaly decide, It's time to make up my mind....
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Submitted: Thursday, April 18, 2013
Edited: Wednesday, October 02, 2013

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  • Kelly Seale (5/16/2013 6:40:00 PM)

    again, another piece that expresses your pain and possible release from it. Keep on writing! ; -)
    Kelly. (Report) Reply

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